Pojok Cerita Merry

Dear my not so beloved family..... Well, Hi again... It's me, Merry, the youngest... Sorry to say, but I need to write this to all of u guys (even it will never be sent) I just had a fight with my mom, I cried A LOT, and so was she. My head is still in pain now, even the sweet ice cream can't handle it. It's a tiny things actually but it was repeated again and again by her. I know parents are right, but as a child we also have our tiny things to understand. I love her, I don't want to lose her, but no matter how hard I've tried, it seems never be enough.  So, that's the opening. But, the real thing that I want to share is about My Dream. I remembered it again because of this fight. I want to be a doctor, and I DID IT! I got in, I was a medical student... But, I have to understand my parent's financial... I didn't expect that they didn't have money for my school. Because they gave me hopes to be a doctor... Jujur, aku cukup kecewa dengan hal itu... da...

Assalammualaikum, Halo my self again dan semuanya... Hari ini tanggal super cantik semuanya serba angka 2 hehe. Selamat hari pernikahan juga for my self. Tepat hari ini, 2 tahun yang lalu, I officially as a wife. Banyak suka dan dukanya yang kayanya selama 2 tahun ini lebih banyak banget sedihnyaa. And if u wondering, kami belum mempunyai anak, tapi Allah pasti kasih kami kesempatan jadi orang tua di waktu yang tepat dan di waktu yang kita berdua juga siap dalam hal apapun. Udah nikah tapi LDM ditambah Pandemi. It is really super hard for me and for him. Semuanya terasa berat setelah menikah. Insecure sama diri sendiri terhadap opini orang lain itu bener-bener bikin capek hati dan capek jiwa juga.  Now I'm seeing my wedding photograph. I was smiling so bright in that photo. But now I'm here alone... and in fact, di perjalanan ke kantor pagi tadi, I was crying... Tiba-tiba air mata nya jatuh ketika di perjalanan, and that time I was wondering, if I can go to office with my husba...